My name is Sean Connelly, and I've gone by the pseudo-name Peebrain while on PsiPog.net. This blog was a running stream of my thoughts, beliefs, and experiences about PsiPog and psychic abilities in general.
I've grown so accustomed to empathy that a lot of times I don't label what I do as "psychic". It's so normal and fluent. When I look at people, I can watch their emotions evolve as the conversation moves forward, and a lot of times can trace the emotion to a specific belief or idea, and even thoughts sometimes. It's fun. For example, today I correctly predicted a woman's emotional evolution towards trying to get me on a date. She hasn't asked me yet, though I predict it will materialize either tomorrow or the day after.
I remember when I was younger and didn't have empathy, and I would have died to know if a girl "liked" me or not. I remember being in high school, and talking to my buddies about how confusing women were, and how I didn't know how to act around them. Now it's so clear it's funny... I understand all the "strange" behavior behind women, and why they do the things they do. It's not that I laugh AT women... it's that I laugh at the entire situation, of how men are mostly clueless, and women have these complicated ways of testing men, etc. It's funny how I used to be completely clueless, and that progressed to being overly sensative to emotions, to now where I can have the emotions flow through me and maintain my own sense of identity.
For those empaths that are having trouble, then I hope my message gives you strength: there is light at the end of the tunnel, and things will get better. There will be a time in the future when you can experience the freedom of feeling another's emotions, while at the same time not struggling with your own.
~Sean
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